Friday, January 06, 2006
just ranting..
i'm not exactly great with words.. writing has never been my forte. but to make dear gabriel happier that his beloved creation is somewhat active, i shall try my best to write something, eh. interesting and hopefully, read-able. hahah~* gabriel, you still qian wo yi bei zi de zai lor...anyway.. i cant believe its 2006. crap. feel so bloody old now. i was taking the bus yday all the way from btp to yishun to meet a babe, and wah.. just looking at those uniformed kids on the bus made me suddenly wanna don a uniform again.. weird mann. its funny. when i was a senior either in sec sch or jc, i loved the feeling of giving scornful looks at juniors, in their freshly ironed uniform or their sec sch uniforms.. like. "huh... still long way more to go larH..." heh. i wonder if other people did the same thing.. or maybe its just me. i have a reputation for being mean. but u get my point. older meant more fun, more experience, more knowledge.. etc.etc. but as i watched these kids prance around in their uniforms, i wished i was young again.. uni wasnt as glam as i thought it'd be.. living independently, and i mean. really independently, is no fun. hahaha. i'm glad i survived year1, and even though year2 is infamously difficult, i'm rather looking forward to the challenge. i just miss going home everyday after school, to a hot piping meal waiting for me on the dining table.. having someone to complete the house chores for me. these small little things. i really hope pple here will learn to appreciate what their mums and maids are doing =) i dun even think army comes close. people cook food for you, even de-bone it for you.. wahbiang. but i shant comment more. wait i get into trouble =Þ
i glad i keep a diary.. i was looking thru it the other day, and read a line "today gabriel took a pink panadol.." that was in J1 i think.. he was having, eh. was it a headache?? cannot be cramps right.. *rubs chin* but somebody offered a pink (you know, the menstrual one...) panadol becoz there was no normal white one.. and he really did take it. to ease his headache. dun ask me how it works or whether it did.. . i havent started learning the clinical aspects of medicine.. but well. i hope it worked for him heheh. to be honest. i think i survived JC becoz of the great bunch of close-knitted friends i had. it made JC so much more bearable, and even though going to sch was a dread, except for chemistry heh, friends made it so much more.. ok. heh. tonnes of laughter, suaning each other.. battle of the wits..
i need to dig up more stuff from my diary. i think i shd have quite alot of funny stuff heh.. then i'll do everyone a disfavour and post all those funny embarrassing moments muahaha~* okay. but til then, i gotta go help mummy do something. diary must wait...
GabBy~!! =P walked on the sunny side.
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